Since, I don't have a pattern of seizures every single month, they aren't even willing to consider me.. So, basically I need be worse before I can be better.. Trying to be preventive isn't highly recommended, i guess.
I get that their reasoning because on some level they want their client to have a serious need.. On another level, the dog costs $30,000, which I am willing to fund raise and pay for, if they are willing to accept me through their application process.
I think the hardest part about all this is...
I was free and clear for 1 year.
I had this assurance that this was over..
I felt secure and safe again.
I finished a marathon..
I was feel confident..
Now.....
I'm scared.
Disappointed.
Afraid of not being able to complete #double dare
Fearful of losing everything...
In all of this, I'm trying to remain hopeful, positive and strong. I believe in every situation, we find a purpose and I'm hoping that in some way, this will make me a better person.. I'm supposed to learn something.. Things have never been easy for me, so somehow this is going to teach me..

Question: How do you handle life's challenges? What are your coping skills??
3 comments:
Oooh Sarah that sucks!!! I'm sorry you had such a bad week last week! Not cool!
It will get better, it always does!
I'm so sorry you were denied! I had no idea there was such a strict application process. The cost of the meds is brutal. I have a theory that short weeks are the worst! Although it doesn't help, remember you DID run a marathon and it was HARD. You've got the gumption - sending positive thoughts!
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