Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Struggling

This week, has been a week of struggle. The weekend did not end on a great note, so the beginning of the week did not start off good. Usually, I can stay pretty positive, but this is down right ugly.

I am not one of these bloggers or people who can just pretend everything is okay, especially when it ISN'T. My husband tells me I have diarrhea of the mouth, yet I know some of the deepest secrets, that have never been told about people. When it comes to me, I am book, I need to be turned one page at a time..

I have been very FUSSY, this week. I am trying to come to terms with some rude and harsh words that were spoken. Drew and I are really seeking God on how to deal with difficulties in our lives. We are trying to read scripture and test everything to scripture. Life is messy and difficult. 

I wish I could put out my raw anger, but I don't think that is necessary. Just keep us in your prayers.. 

We have some difficult decisions down the road and the only person's opinion that matters, is Gods.. 


In your time of hurt, how do you handle your frustration?

5 comments:

Mrs. Josalyn said...

Hey Sarah, I love reading your posts, they usually relate to real life issues. I'm sorry your week hasn't been so great but it will get better, it always does. It's just hard to trust God, when our pain is so great or our circumstances are so great but God knows everything and He understands. He won't fail you, just keep trusting and believing. I usually handle fustration by listening to uplifting music and worshipping God thru my pain, it helps a lot. And reading blogs like yours and realizing I'm not alone. So I pray that your weeks ahead get much better, keep me informed! Be Blessed:)

Andrew Storm said...

Life is messy and difficult but we'll get through it. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger :)

sarahsmithstorm said...

Mrs. Josalyn, thank you so much for your kind words.. They are so needed.. This week has been an emotional roller coaster! I have a job interview tomorrow with real benefits and a salary.. What started off to be a tricky week, is ending on a good note! Thanks for your encouragement!

Amy Faith Morley said...

Sarah! I really admire your 'realness' in these blogs. I think God really loves it when we are just plain honest! Life can be hard, and I know myself when I get frustrated, worried or hurt by something a bad habit of mine is to sit and ponder... but I've been learning recently to take time out for a while with people who are a positive influence on me, even if its just for a few hours, then come back to the situation afresh and pray about it. Music is a great way of calming me too :)

Mrs. Josalyn said...

You're welcome Sarah, I'm glad your week is ending on a good note! I hope you land that job you're interviewing for,please keep us informed. I love reading your blogs, I agree with Amy, they are real and honest! You share the good and the not so good, and I'm inspired by how you overcome challenges so keep up the good work and finish the race that you were called to run! God is surely proud of you:)Peace, Love, and Blessings!